Reality

If only I knew how's it going to be
If only when I try to fix things, they became better
If only I was certain of how others feel
And if only people believed what I say...
If I knew how to show what I really felt
If I knew how to make people understand
If I knew how to make them believe
If I knew how to make them happy
If making people happy doesn't leave me sad
If making them understand doesn't make me an ignorant
If making them believe doesn't make me a liar
And if letting them know how I feel doesn't leave me numb
Things would've never reached that point
I know I would be in a much happier place
No one would ever blame me for not caring
No one would blame me for not thinking
That's life ....You're never certain
You never know, you're never sure...

THE REALITY ESCAPE

I sleep in the clouds, dream in the sky,

I'll keep dreaming as life passes me by,

I think my dreams keep me sane, I dream of happiness, a life without pain.

Some people say I'm stuck in this place,

and I'll never go anywhere, but in my dreams I've already been there,

I know some day I'll have to wake up, 

but I feel the real world is more like a nightmare,

I'm safe in my closed eye wonderland, no matter what others say,

I keep my dreams n won't ever let them fade away...